ok, so I've been thinking for a long while... you probably noticed since I haven't done anything for a while.
and yes, I'm talking about TDA mostly... but also all of my other work... I've been told many a time that I am
"too manga" in my style. or in other words.. I don't have my own style... I've been told this a billion times...
and it has been bothering me... I've been trying to do small changes, but they doesn't seem to work. and then when I
was working with my exam the other day, I realized that EVERY FUCKING THING I try to draw ends up in a manga/cartoonish style.
EVERY. FUCKING. THING. I tried all I could to make it like it was supposed to be, but nothing worked.
I swear I'm on the edge here. I am really going insane because of this. I stormed out of the classroom and suddenly found myself
in the middle of a forest near my school. I had not been thinking at all and had just suddenly gone in there... I've never been there before, and when I
came back to myself, I realized that I'd gone into the forest without a jacket or anything, and it was raining... alot. I swear, that was a fucking
scary day....  

ok enough about my insanity.

what I was supposed to write here, was that I'll be trying hard. very hard. to make my style more realistic. because I love realism...
that has been my love ever since I started focusing on my drawing. I just cannot make myself draw new pages anymore. I need to do this, and perhaps I'll manage
to draw some pages after a while. but be prepared that there may be quite huge changes after a while. I used to be ok with realism before... but now... I've lost it..
and I have lost my ability to come up with new stuff all the time... and it's driving me crazy. so I'm so sorry for not putting up anything for a while... or perhaps I might
put up something tomorrow if I suddenly decides to do so, but if I'm using a long time, I do apologize.
you will get more of TDA, wether it'll be written, or drawn. You will just have to wait and see. but ofcourse, you may bug me all you want to keep going, because I love that
but I cannot promise anything..
soo...
Wish me luck?

see you around! and, Love you all